holiday is going to end very soon

soon, i'll be back to big city. to continue my study. in new semester.

my feeling? hmm. zero. honestly, i don't want go back to that big city. i still want my holiday at home.

which is. this is. emm.

not a good sign to start study mannnnn~~ -_-


why can't i express my own feeling to others? my truth feeling?
why?

why am i too care for others feeling?

i'm afraid they might be hurt. so i make myself in silence mode. i'm not closed up my mouth but my heart.

if you know what i mean. hmm. it's top hard to explain. it's too hard to express.

but Allaah s.w.t knows everything.