Dear my future husband,
I need you to make me want to learn about Islam,
I need you to take me to the Mosque when i don't feel like it,
bring me beautiful prayer rugs to make me 'want' to pray,
read me surahs from the Quran so that i can understand this beautiful religion that i feel like that i have been shirking for such a long time...
I need you to do this because i want to be there for you in Jannah waiting by that beautiful gate with my hand reaching for yours...
I want be able to tell our little girls that Islam is extraordinary when you have the right man helping you understand it...
So when our daughters grow up and search for their own husband (figuratively speaking of course, our daughters won't date! Its, HARAM!!) they will ask Allah to find a man like you.. to find their own helpers in this world... because that's what we do in this planet...
We find our spouses that help us better ourselves in every way possible and when we do find that special someone, all we can do is look up to the sky and thank God for this person who we don't deserve but somehow have gotten to share the rest of our blessed lives with...
"Sometimes we just have to accept that people are going to stay in our hearts even when they don't stay in our lives..."
This dedication I dedicate just for you my future husband, if Allah wills it....
Nothing special about me, please remember that...
I hope, you choose me because of Allah...
I'm not beautiful like preity zinta,
I'm not very excellent in Islamic knowledge, like Saidatina 'Aisyah,
I'm not a great woman in Jihad like Sumayyah,
I'm not a good woman like Saidatina Khadijah..
But, I'm only a mere volunteer missionary and only a person who want to be the best woman and the best wife....that's me...and only me...
The last but not least, I want to be a good Muslimah and become your source of inspiration in DAKWAH!
( bukan sekali dua kali aku berpuitis mcm ni. ramai yg tnye kenape ambik TESL kenape tak ambik sastera je. aku hanya mampu tersenyum dan menjawap Allah Maha Mengetahui ) :)
mu fren did asked my ustaz : " ustaz.. mcm mane jodoh tu nak dtg kat kite? perlu ke kite cari? or tak pyh? kalau umur2 kami ni perlu ke cari? "
and ustaz jawap " kalau kite nak kan yg terbaik perlulah usaha lebih sedikit.. TETAPI kamu kene ingat.. biarlah dengan cara yg betul.. tentang soal umur ustaz tak mahu komen kerana kite skrg terikut ikut sgt dengan adat.. karang jadi isu sensitif pulak.. bila ustaz ckp.. karang sape2 nk kawin guna kan alasan ustaz ckp 'boleh' kat parents.. haih naya la ustaz mcm ni.. hehe ( ustaz dgn ketawa nye :) )
and aku tanye ustaz.. " aisyah r.a pernah berkata WANITA YANG BAIK IALAH YG TIDAK MEMANDANG DAN TIDAK DIPANDANG.. mcm mane tu ustaz? sy tak faham.. "
jawapan ustaz " kamu kalau tnye sy msti dipetik dari kata2 sesiapa kan? byk mmbce kamu ni.. Alhamdulillah.. ( amal jawap dlm hati.. aminn :D ) emm mksdnye bukan lah duduk terkurung dlm rumah.. dan bukan juga tidak boleh berkawan dgn sesiapa pun.. tetapi.. mcm mne ye sy nk trgkan..wanita yg baik ni tdk memandang.. bermaksud.. wanita muslimah ni seorg yg cemerlang.. aktif dlm social work nye.. walaupun ramai kenalan lelaki namun dia tak kan melebihi pandangan nya terhadap yg sepatutnya.. faham? dan wanita yg baik tdk dipandang ni bermaksud.. wanita muslimah yg baik.. menjadi idaman lelaki-lelaki beriman.. yg tak beriman tak kan nak punye.. bukan mksd ustaz dia tak laku.. cuma lelaki yg beriman shj akan npk erti sinar cahaya pd wanita tersebut.."
ohh mcm tu.. and suddenly ade sorang lagi tanye " mcm mane kalau tak dipandang dan tak memandang tu nk dpt jodoh? tk fhm lah ustaz.."
jwpn ustaz " itu lah ustaz kate.. hnya lelaki beriman akan terpaut pada wanita solehah.. dan hnya wanita beriman akan terpaut pada lelaki yg soleh"..
ooo faham3.. so ustaz ustaz.. nak jadilah mcm tu.. boleh tak?? hee. mesti lah boleh.
AZAM BARU .. amal nak berusaha jadi mcm yg dikatakan aisyah r.a tu :) dan juga tak lupa.. amal yakin dengan solat istikharah yg amal buat tu.. Allah tak pernah salah ^__^
i dont want to look for anybody.. and i dont want people to look at me.. but doesnt mean im being snobbish and selfish.. kita semua sahabat dunia akhirat.. i never differentiate my friends.. i do love my friends.. semoga melalui persahabatan.. byk ilmiah yg dpt kita kongsikan :) tu tujuannye.. ukhwahfillah..
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